my dear i know you do

i begin to think when i was in school as a little girl
the two teachers who took me under their wing
Mrs. Garity churning cream in class into butter
i was in such awe may it be then i fell in love with cooking
she knew something wasn't right never asked me anything
this was the late 60's early 70's
and my 7th grade English teacher Mrs.Walsh
and then i was shy with boys
but assertive with all else
awkward
no one to talk too
in the end it was figured out
it's tough doing it yourself
then high school came
i was different
born in South Africa
but SPOKE HUNGARIAN
NOT EASY
not easy
of course i have my paperwork
documents of my USA status
freedom
that too i would gladly
debate

Why am i rambling so
This Country had a responsibility
to find the disgusting perp
including family should be watched
not to jump right i and call the State
it to may make situations more than what
it is

why isn't mental health taken seriously
me