you have been so kind and valuable
on your input
may i have misunderstood your message
i may not have explained myself to be
understood
as confusion is a huge part of the puzzle
trying to figure out
how there is no understanding
of the pain and sorrow my adult children
are adding to this sick person
i very much want to understand your message

please i am open to all that one has to offer
in suggestions
knowing in the end
i will do what i feel is most important

and you most certainly qualify

so happy to hear you can still be active
in cooking, laundry
and if memory serves me right
you love gardening and dabble
on an easel and paint
i want to try and dabble with pastels
and chalk along with Eva at my side on her
easel

Corissa is doing much better going to the program she has been
going to for six months now
no input from father when a once a month mandatory
session between the three of us and therapist to date zero

i make it my business to be available
for my granddaughter and daughter
these two are like SISTERS
it's beautiful

trying to get Corissa to study for the written
so she can get her permit
and i can be the licensed driver
as she takes me shopping to the doctors
and get the experience so i can count on her
and the car won't just sit in a parked position
she could do errands
she is apprehensive about driving
i expressed she would be doing herself
a disservice

i hope to hear from you again
you have been very instrumental
in my life
i would understand otherwise
because i care toooooooo much
love
me