That is just how I feel, although Jack is confident he could do it all, I just don't know. It's an awful lot to do, taking Jackie to doctor appointments once every two months and sometimes twice in one month, it depends on the specialist he has to see. Anyway, I don't want to work really, it's really not worth it to me at the present time, besides writing is where my heart is and I have to get back to it soon. I would love to get published but it's almost like having a desk job in some ways, so hopefully I will get my first novel whipped into shape before too long and get good email queries out to some agents who might take it on and rep it to some publishers for me. That's how the game is played.