Hi all,

Thanks for the warm welcome. It seems all the signs are pointing to walking away. It will be what he's asked me for (to "be alone and accountable to fix himself"). Standing by his side clearly hasn't helped him. I feel frustrated that he could think so little of someone he still apparently cares about. But I guess his issues have made him a very different person than I used to know. And since he keeps cutting me loose, it isn't like I'm turning my back on someone who is begging me to stay.

This feels awful.