There is nothing like losing a child Dolphin. I am so saddened for you to have to experiance this heartaching loss.
My own daughter passed away unexpectedly in January and not a day goes by that I don;t have her in my heart and feel the loss.

THe only thing that I can say is she is in pain no longer, for almost half her life, since she was 16 she lived with horrendous pain.
But, selfleshly I wish I could hold her, take a deep breath and feel her.

SOmetimes at night in my recliner I can smell violets, so over coming I get dizzy, I know she is with me and loves me.
I keep all the good memories close to me.
My prayers are with your family
Dianne