Didn't mention this, but I've been on at least 20 different medications, these medications including every class of anti-depressant that exists. Tricyclics, MAO inhibitors, SSRIs, an SNRI, and wellbutrin. I've also been on lamictal, adderall, ritalin, etc. None of these have made any dents in the "apathetic" aspect of this. my apathy is closer to the abulia seen in frontal lobe disorders than it is to depression, judging by what I've read on the internet. I do see a psychiatrist, he has no idea what is wrong with me either and he's honest with me about that fact.