so like i said
at a point i in the past two years
rarely will i go and when i do it is my home
group
my character defects
do arise during my worse of times
pain anger resentments all alive again
and it is in my fellowship that reminds me
how i live on a day to day basis and how i handle myself in the day and know how very important i have remained sober
I NEVER GET HIGH ON MY PILLS
i take them as prescribed and my pain specialist, shrink
and oncologist all know of my use of cannabis and are understanding how it helps and are okay with it
my fellowship also knows

and today i will work with my friend willing to drive me to meetings but also offered to bring me home

just for today
i will make things better
by becoming the person i was
Awesome
just for today i will
LET GO AND LET GOD
AS I COME BACK
to thy self be true
me