Jerie,

I am sorry to hear you are suffering so much and having so much trouble finding help. I know how hard it is not to just take matters into your own hands but please, please be careful with the lido. Depending on tissue density in the local area where you are "sticking it" the lido can really spread and 2% over time may have neurotoxic effects (5% is used as a one time chemical ablation...) and even 1% is commonly diluted. I know the last thing you want is to cause any more problems. Also be careful of product with epinephrine, causes bad vasoconstriction and potential damage over time. Okay, I've said my Mom thing, can't help it. Take care. I hope you find relief soon.

Sending Healing Love,
Littlepaw