I personally think God (or who ever you believe in) is looking down at us laughing. Most drugs are derived from plants. The plant is here to help us. I have tried percocet, oxy, morphine, lyrica, gabba, opana, savella, amitrip, fentynal....I could go on and on. Then one day an old lady came up to me in the gym (I was crying) she asked me if I had ever tried marijuana? I thought HOW stupid am I? It took me several months to find what worked best for me. They have so much to offer, sprays, edibles, smoke etc. I finally found a chocolate bar that helps sooo much.
To describe it is ..it makes me feel fluffy. Not stoned. Its like I dont give a crap that I have this disease. I can totally function and with a better attitude. It takes away my icky anxiety, nervousness, my brain calms down , nausea is so much better.
I went to my PC and asked if I could get Marinol a synthetic marijuana pill that helps cancer patients . It helped but I had to take 5 pills or 25mg which still isnt much but any help was great. Then she cut me off. That isnt right. When I finally found something that helped especially along with a small piece of chocolate and then to be told you cant have that? Yes I'm angry. I told my doc which is better for me Morpine or a piece of chocolate.
If you all havent watched Sanja Gupta's documentary called "Weed" you should. The CBD properties in the MJ can do miracles.
It honestly has kept me alive.

smile and try to bring some happiness into your life