KK13,

Welcome to NeuroTalk. I also read your other post in the newcomers forum. I'm sorry to hear you have had such a rough 2 1/2 years.

It sounds like you would be a candidate for some of the 'outside the box' treatments. Does you state allow CBD (canabidiol) oil ? It is the medicinal part of marijuana. It has no THC to get one high. I'm not a strong proponent but it sounds like your needs are worth stretching.

btw, It would help if you copied your first post onto this thread so others understand what you have gone through.

My best to you.