Stuck in this valley
Reaching for the sky
Not to feel pain
Not to let it rob my spirit
Not too become weak again
Compounded by sadness
Compounded by doom
Compounded by pain I feel
In my body
My mind
My soul
My every fiber of this body
Is something I never experienced
Never factored into my life
My breast are gone to a disease that riddled my body
I would tell my doctors
THERE IS SOMETHING GOING ON WITH MY BODY
THAT GUT FEELING SOMETHING IS JUST NOT RIGHT
and nobody was listening
Too late their gone
For my doctor to screw up the job
My left balloon is horrific
Would post a picture if I could as they have no nipples
Just a botched job
It has a name double bubble
Type it in as breast cancer reconstructive surgery
I'm not stuck on this just was a thaught as I type away
my life
My life
There is no life
Nobody should go through what I did
all overnight workers at the hospitals
Playing around
As gurnies lined up for persons to had MRI X-RAYS
THINGS OF THIS NATURE
Ignored
This was my wait for
Four hours on my back after my first fusion to my neck
I should have never been on my back that long
Pain pain pain pain over over and over
And here I am
I just exist
Me