Dear Eva,
I just exist with you. 2:10am here and no sleep because I tried to crush a couple of cardboard juice boxes 2 days ago. Back, neck and hands screaming. If the Mirtazapine work for the Depression I'm in trouble when they stop.
It is the cruellest pain when inflicted by those we trust to heal us. And for it to happen again and again is neglectful in my eyes.
Still, we have each other - and all our friends here. I'm having to jump in and out more and more because of my eyes. At least it breaks up the days.

Dave.