I realize that these pain relief drugs can't heal me. I was just hoping that my nervous system (and maybe other peoples when they first started) is so ramped up (no denying that it is) that it is causing at least part of this crazy pain. So, I was thinking if I do find something that gives me relief, my mental state might calm down and then if I take a drug holiday some day I might notice that the pain isn't as bad (because some of it was due to stress). I was hoping other people may have noticed that this was the case. Just being hopeful (or trying to at least)