Welcome Steash!
I am sorry you are going through this rough time. I have a limited understanding of what you are going through... I have had a couple of losses this year... My Grandmother in January to heart disease and my Uncle to suicide just a few short weeks ago.

It is pretty quiet on most weekends around here but please know you will find some of the nicest and caring people on the boards here.

Please come back and look around... join in the conversations when you are comfortable. The Social Chat board has a lot of silliness and good times... people are in and out of there often.

Take care,
Gentle hugs,
Abbie