That are some positive news, if it is true what you say.

So many things happened wrong in the past months, I almost feel like starting from point zero. That is absolutely ok for me, I just want to do it right from now on.

The pushing was my fault and I highly regret it. It unfortunately feels like that this overload caused another damage or at least damaged the already healed cells. The pain can be described as cutting and always occurs in the same area. What would you say?