Hi Taylor,

While you are dealing with all of this, please do not ignore the symptoms of Depression - how it can spiral out of control if left untreated - and how it affects physical pain. Littlepaw is right, as usual, in pointing you towards specialist Therapists, but I cannot stress strongly enough that Depression rarely disappears on it's own.

What you will find in addition all over these Forums is wonderful advice and plenty of support. Here's to a rapid improvement.

Dave.