Sending you a happy hug; I'm sorry that you are having a bad day....

I just need to comment on something you said...as you muscles are wasting and 'people' say oh that's lack of exercise....I have to agree with YOU. No it isn't;
I have CRPS 2 and spreading....some pain is in my arm and holding it a certain way helps me cope...a doctor told me doing so with cause my muscles to waste away and stop it....
I move around a lot; and yes it feels like crap in the legs....so kudos to you my friend. Keep up the fight....