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Join Date: Jul 2011
Location: Illinois
Posts: 2,180
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Magnate
Join Date: Jul 2011
Location: Illinois
Posts: 2,180
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Originally Posted by eva5667faliure
My pain level is through the roof
My night a nightmare
My Meds to be taken at allotted times
Never a high
I know how far my Meds will go to cover my pains
It is the feet knees hip mostly right side
My knees out of control pain
And then there is my addiction
Already a physian induced addict
Make no mistake
Meds that people turn to heroin or alcohol
Alcohol is and would be my ultimate choice of
DRUG
Why couldn't there be a pill of all pills in this world
Now you hear my disease talking
A pill like my three vodka martini
Those who do drink
Understand the first drink
You start to unwind
All those tight muscles begin to relax
The second one hits you in a different way
You start to feel numb
From your head to your toes
Jeez Louise my feet and legs something I'm
known to be complimented comes from my dad
Anyhow
In my case a good conversation
Then that third martini
You begin to that warm fuzzy feeling
I can still remember
In the end
Would take a swig right from the bottle
When I recognized my privilege to drinking alcohol
was ended
I could not believe it
I COULD NOT STOP AT THREE
Why not in a pill
What a sick way of thinking
As if I would stop at one pill
I am one of those people who respect
My med
And it doesn't make it easier
As I know how it would feel to
pick up a drink
Just to get rid of this throbbing
To continue...
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Eva,
"Well Done my friend"
"Thank you",
Gerry
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