Originally Posted by eva5667faliure

My pain level is through the roof

My night a nightmare

My Meds to be taken at allotted times
Never a high

I know how far my Meds will go to cover my pains

It is the feet knees hip mostly right side
My knees out of control pain

And then there is my addiction

Already a physian induced addict
Make no mistake
Meds that people turn to heroin or alcohol

Alcohol is and would be my ultimate choice of
DRUG

Why couldn't there be a pill of all pills in this world

Now you hear my disease talking

A pill like my three vodka martini

Those who do drink

Understand the first drink
You start to unwind
All those tight muscles begin to relax

The second one hits you in a different way
You start to feel numb
From your head to your toes
Jeez Louise my feet and legs something I'm
known to be complimented comes from my dad
Anyhow
In my case a good conversation

Then that third martini
You begin to that warm fuzzy feeling
I can still remember

In the end
Would take a swig right from the bottle

When I recognized my privilege to drinking alcohol
was ended
I could not believe it

I COULD NOT STOP AT THREE

Why not in a pill
What a sick way of thinking
As if I would stop at one pill

I am one of those people who respect
My med
And it doesn't make it easier
As I know how it would feel to
pick up a drink
Just to get rid of this throbbing


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