Been there done that. My congressman was involved and then the VA scandal broke out nationally and he sacrificed me for no bad news for Nebraska VA. Believe me they are all dirty. I feel better now. I wrote the study people and told them what I did and the doctor said it's ok, it probably won't exclude me and the study doctor will see me for PM and won't rule out ketamine, so I'll try again. I get so EMO over every roadblock I encounter and I am tired of chasing treatment all over the map. I dumped the VA a long time ago, but not before they did me a lot of local damage.