Every day I find something new that hurts and likely something I'll have to give up. Cooking hurts, hobbies hurt, walking my dog hurts, walking hurts, hugs hur . Everything I've ever enjoyed is being taken away from me. I don't know how to cope. It's so overwhelming. And I never get a moments piece from the pain. I see my life slipping away. I'm supposed to start returning to work full time, unless I want to lose my job. I'm running on empty. I can't keep pushing through and putting on a brave face, pretending everythjng is fine. I'm losing optimism and a future to look forward to. I nearly at the end of my rope. How do I keep holding on? What do I look forward to knowing that all there is is a world of pain and isolation?