Hurts is now part of your vocabulary....rest is VERY important; You have to look at things in a new way...it isn't your fault or your body's....it is what it is...accept your limitations and finding new things to cope with the monster inside can be an adventure if you can. Trust me, we understand...it hurts to talk, walk, sit, sleep...etc; so to keep up the fight, know you are not crazy, your pains are real....your limitations are for yours to explore....and on the days you need to cry...CRY...on the days you need to be upset...be upset; you get the picture....and remember we all are here...we understand and support YOU...