Its absolutely amazing the things that go thru ones mind while in withdrawal from this medication! Not well at the moment and it can only get worse until Im able to refill. I am in such physical and mental pain at the moment that Im surprised I could even get the energy to write this. EVERYTHING hurts!

And yes, my friend Dave. I have tried to stay close to Russell right now but even that doesnt come close to help. Damn what I have I done to myself with these things!