Hi Lonelygirly,

Like bluesfan I had to search your condition, and am sorry you are dealing with something so painful, with a treatment which is causing you heartache.

If it turns out that carrying a baby is impossible, have you considered surrogacy or adoption? While the first may be complicated, there are always babies and children in need of a Mother's love which has been denied them.

I hope something can be sorted out for you.

Dave.