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Originally Posted by EnglishDave
Eva,
Cold comfort, but it is NOT you. Teenagers as a species are cruel and rebellious. You have a severe case, most grow out of it - as did my boy and my youngest - my eldest daughter, back with me again at 30 with a child still hasn't matured from this stage. Does nothing, contributes nothing, ignores everyone, spits bile - ungrateful.
At least there are hollow apologies, so there is some glimmer of remorse there. Perhaps with another year will come more peace and a heartfelt apology.
You will always have us for mental and moral support.
Dave.
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Everything I just wrote
Just disappeared
Guessing it wasn't meant to be
But I will be clear I do not want to be on this earth
if my pain is at the point of no return
What the *****
I have given my all
I must not be 100% faithful
I want no more
I too am sick
My own children have not the same time you need
SO WE CAN LIVE SOMEWHAT OF A *ucking PAIN FREE LIFE
my hands woke me the blank up
And now I feel all the *ucking pain
Typing hurts
Breathing hurts (back)
My overdoing simple things
I HATE IT FATHER
I HATE IT
I need to feel you Father
We suffer as your Son
With pain in different ways
What a terrible way to think
Forgive me
I am lonely
Am thinking of you Dave
And the many of the ones like us
Love
Me