You are definitely right. I still have to master exactly how I learn best these days. I just don't want to spend the next 4 years struggling if I end up not even using a degree anyways. Which the whole reason I went to university was to get a job in research which I don't feel I would be able to do the required work anymore.

I do have a vocational worker. I'll be meeting with her in the next few weeks to discuss options.