I was concerned you'd broken a rib.
You've not had your infusion either.
No need to ever feel unworthy here.
Sometimes when in pain we overthink words and actions. I know you're not alone fighting that balance of being worthy or not worthy and a lot of people battle those demons from childhood experiences and then they're sometimes exacerbated by life experiences and pain and potential broken ribs and loss and feeling alone yet not alone and all the emotions get mixed up and there you are... feeling unsure again.

sorry, typing very fast so just went without sentence structure.

See, I spent my entire life saying sorry. Sorry this, sorry that. I don't have a diagnosis for that. I just am made that way.