Quote:
Originally Posted by EnglishDave
Dear Eva,
You really are sorely tested when it is yourself who needs the support. Perhaps it is time to concentrate on giving love to your Granddaughter above all others. There is only so much you can be expected to do.
Look after yourself and those who are deserving of your Love. You know you have the Love and support of everyone here with your physical, mental and emotional trials.
Dave.
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and for that i thank you all
i cannot express the inner pain
she walked out sometime in the early morning hours
and says sorry i won't do it again
that my friend will never be the case
BUT FOR EVA I KEEP MYSELF AROUND
HOW CAN SHE WALK OUT ON HER CHILD
GIVING HER CORISSA'S ROOM SO MOTHER AND DAUGHTER
CAN CUDDLE
MY GRANDDAUGHTER CAME IN MY ROOM AT 4:OO IN THE MORNING CRYING WHERE IS MOMMY
I SWOOPED HER UP PUT HER IN BED WITH ME AND CORISSA
SHE ASKED TO HOLD HER HAND
SHE HELD ON SO TIGHTLY SHE WOULD SHAKE
AND ALL I COULD TELL HER
mimma and titi (corissa) will Never leave you
she says i know mimma
then asked why was mommy so sneaky
i am sooooooooooooooooo saaaaaaaaaaaaaad
i am tired of the disappointed
you know where i want to be
not yet
and when i'm gone
that will be it
i cannot feel anything but
sadness
pain
abandoned
tired
throwing in the towel
where is my Faith
what happened to it
me