Anyone who has felt "that feeling" in combat knows what I am talking about right now when I say this.....

Just to check myself, I watched American Sniper alone in the dark tonight to see if I still had a heartbeat. And I'm just not 100% sure my friends, I'm just not sure. I'm just cold. I guess it's times like this I just get hit a bit too hard still and break down in my own puddle of tears.