I have tried quite a few times to end my life since my last accident.

My pain gets so bad and overwhelming!

My accident also took most of my quality of life away. Before , I had an active life , I was productive , very social , outgoing etc. I also was a pianist, which I'm unable to do now because of this terrible pain!

For the most part I used to live my life in gratitude and embrace it . One of the best feelings was being able to help my family, clients and friends, or even strangers in a store if I saw they were struggling to get or do something.

The remnants of this accident made my life go in a 180 degree turn.

I went from that place..... to a place of looking forward and hoping to die every day.

It has been like a death to me... and my life as I knew it.

Chronic pain is a beast and it has wreaked havoc in lives ,both physically and mentally!

I hope that all of you here as well as myself ,find pain relief,and some peace with accepting this new way of "life".

{{{ HUGS TO ALL }}}