I'm uncertain the damage is stopped, though certainly stemmed. I am allocated 4 strips a day to test. I feel testing one out of three days (up to 12 times that day) which gives me base, 1/2 hour or full hour after depending on recent activity), 1 hour and two hours after.

I know at this point when I have overdone it on carbs/sugars and really feel that I have just broken some regulatory function that will be askew from here on out. Over 140 bgc for too long an slight, incremental damage takes place.

I wonder what else might be at play. It could just be the insidious rainbow of symptoms that are in motion. My neurologist believes I can see improvement. My primary is more damage is done pov.

I hope and work to the former, but believe the latter is more likely. I do expect to have an ebb and flow to my symptoms, as good days are "fly like the wind" fiestas, even if my good would appear absurd to others.

I think once you come to terms with what is going on and if you do everything in your power to address it, some phoenix behavior starts to roil.

My wings have holes, ragged and worn. This year has started mighty rough, but I weathered things that would've crushed me in the past.

Pressing on, always

Jon