Thanks Bizi....

That's true, I can just wait until Thursday to decide about going out. Thanks for the feedback on the other stuff, too.

I don't know how long I've been like this... seems like it was gradual. Maybe a week, two, three... ?

I started smoking again too, on impulse two days ago but have kept it up.

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Oh rats! I forgot my benzo tonight! Not used to taking it. Will take a little now.