My pdoc treated me for depression this winter, so yes, I can call him if things seem too much. I'm not really willing to go back on meds though. I'm not willling to take Zyprexa and most other things didn't help.

I mostly just wanted some feedback from here on how I've been sounding recently (past few weeks). I know it carries limited weight because reading someone is different than being around them, but still.

Other than that, I just plan to try to chill, and proceed with extra caution on social interactions, where I tend to get into trouble.