there is no good smiley for exploding heads..

but mine is pretty much exploded. (my littlest got croup on top of asthma cough and i spent the wee hours of this AM in the ER with her..... so no sleep, and lots of stress....)

back to surgery, though, Frankly i am amazed at how good i feel in some ways and how not at all better i feel in others this 4 weeks out. I am definitely still on all my pain meds, more of them actually, but I am quite functional when i have them.

I am decidedly non functional when i dont have my pain meds.... so maybe i am not as better as i think i am, who knows????? (an extreemely cool head that i have with good pain meds, i guess)

can anyone else chime in here, did you feel good then crappy again at some point? Is my happiness going to come crashing down one of these days?


In any case, no surgery next week, dr ahn is out of town. (i put this in for Alison's sake)


didi i mention i have had no sleep and lots of stress? I am SOOOOO rambling.

nighty night everyone

Johanna