Humidity thru the roof
Oh so horrible on this tethered
body
Bound not by choice
But because of the weather
The weather
I yet to sit in the sun
Go into the pool
Where I am weightless
To feel my spine open up as I go
further and further I walk in
The blanking weather dictates
90% of the time what this body will
suffer
Tired tired of the never ending pain
No not just something tiny like the everyday
headache I just live with
Controlled by caffeine
Doctor recommended it helps
keeping the throb dull
I need to get my license
as it has been lost and having to go to
the DMV is a project in itself
My pain specialist filled out the form
for a handicap logo
Several weeks have past
the script and application has a life
span of two months
So I have to get on the ball
Unable to make OBGYN appointment
Dr. was in delivery
A month for next appointment
Asked for them to send script
for sonogram for the hreast exam
Gloom and doom lives in this gut of my
My head telling me differently
I know better and I must shake it off
This depression exasperated by unwelcomed
situational problems
And I must pull myself up
And in the end
This day will too end
Love
Me