i am in really bad shape and i am letting you know now that i am going to make a lot of typing errors so bear with me.

i cancelled my appointment to my pain dr. for today because my legs were acting so funny. it's like i try to take a step and my knees lock and my heel hits the ground, but i cant feel the balls of my feet hitting it or at least they dont touch firts like they used to. i am a toe wlker.
anyway i asked fo rthe nurse to call me back and she never did so i called her and she was being nasty to me and telling me that i keep cancelling my appointmetnes and with RSD it has to be treated immediately and i have to have shots every other day. well my dr. told me that he thought the shots had reached their maximum potentnal andi did not get one on friday when i went in. but he scheduled one for today and thrusday.
i told the nurse that i couldnt find anyone to drive me and i couldnt find a bagysitter for my kids and she said i wasnt taking my illness seriously.

what am i supposed to do! i was never given any tests. they did not bloodwork and they didnt do an mri on me. what if it isnt rsd?
i am really scared and my body is going craxy and i cant stop the spasms. i am taking my medicine as prescribed but its nothelping anyhmore.
please somebody give me some encouragement because i am bawling my head off. i am weak and shakey and tired. please someone help me.