Hi Angie,

Hmmmm, sounds like you need to get some rest; I've just clicked on before going to bed (it's past midnight here) but I saw your post, and wanted to send you hugs

So here are my suggestions; first, go and read some e. e. cummings. Then, if you can, may not be possible I realise, try to get some sleep now, take a tab if necessary. When you're feeling a bit better, call the doctors office back; tell them you weren't thinking straight when you spoke to them before, because your legs had/have stopped working for you and you're terrified. You don't need to say more than that, hopefully they'll take it from there.

If it ever happens again, tell them the truth - this time, at least, the truth would have got their attention (it's no good giving nurses excuses, just makes them bad-tempered, lol - but occasionally they will understand a good reason).....

But for now, go read and try to get rest. Here are some more hugs

and a bit of cummings:

who knows if the moon's
a balloon,coming out of a keen city
in the sky--filled with pretty people?
(and if you and i should

get into it,if they
should take me and take you into their balloon,
why then
we'd go up higher with all the pretty people

than houses and steeples and clouds:
go sailing
away and away sailing into a keen
city which nobody's ever visited,where

always
it's
Spring)and everyone's
in love and flowers pick themselves

all the best