Thank you everyone for your kind words.

Yes indeed, the day that i had the counselling session, i was so drained after it ended as i have cried buckets at the session. its always the case whereby i am only allowed to cry during counselling. the moment after i leave the room, i m supposed to put up a strong front to face the world and a smiling face, which is painful and tiring.

Hence, hoping that i can find some solace here.
=(
Sigh..