Hi Miller,

I think what you're going through is very similar to what I (and likely many of the community) went through at 2 months. During the first 6 months of my recovery, anxiousness, anxiety, concrete thinking, and impulsivity were major issues. Now at 20 months, some of these still are problematic, but the intensity and frequency are reduced. Whilst some of this reduction is likely due to the healing process, antidepressants also helped.

In my case, I started them at 5 months but likely should've been put on them earlier. Now at 20 months, I've been on and off a number of them and continue to have them altered. They take a long time to determine their full efficacy (6-8 weeks) and their are some unpleasant side effects. I'm not sure their for everyone, but they have offered me some pain reduction (note: not elimination).

I hope things get better for you sooner than later. Take time to recovery properly, and don't push things... I did this and made things far more difficult.