I go through black outs I could just be walking and I just go out and I fall straight backwards. And there are so many things I don't remember like one time I went into get my meds and found I had a whole new filled bottle and I asked my mom where they came from and she was like you don't remember we went to the doctor yesterday and he refilled your prescription and I couldn't remember anything. I have gotten to the point I don't remember full weeks, like we flew from Chicago back home to Alaska and on planes we found out I go into seizures and then blackout but then I don't remember getting off the plane staying 2 days at my grandparents and going home. The black outs scare me especially the falling cause some of the falls I remember the feeling of the fall. I cant go up escalators anymore because I have a fear of blacking out and falling backwards. I do POTS, postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome. An rsd doctor said POTS is common with it. I really cant believe in thinking back how many days and even weeks I don't remember. And the black outs my mom would try to catch me before I fell backward if she was behind me but she would fall catching me cause I am to heavy for her. I haven't blackout in about a year but it still scares me.

Samantha