Daniella,
Have you ever stated what your diagnosis is and if not, then have you filled out Liza Jane's charts located at
www.lizajane.org? I've tried to go back and look at posts about what is going on with you, but what I'm finding is lost relationships, pain, using a cane and this type of post. Did you ever give us any info as to what your diagnosis is, how it was arrived at and what the treatment plan is?
I feel quite frustrated because I'm not able to find it and I want to be able to help. I'm sorry you are in pain again.
Billye