I have nothing witty to write just another type of whining (oh that was sad).

Just a general rant I guess. I've never participated before but I'm feelin kinda down. It's the weekend and I always feel more lonely on the weekends.

I am sick of my husband being gone. I hate worrying that something will happen to him in Iraq. I hate worrying that I will see a government car parked in front of my house when I come home or my heart stopping when the doorbell rings unexpectedly. I hate being a military family sometimes.

I am sick of having little patience with everyone around me because I am so tired. Taking care of my kids without him is the hardest thing I have ever done. They are so little and deserve a mom who isn't so tired and frustrated and one who can walk more, play more, do more. I hate MS.

Okay, I'm done. Thanks.
Jean