I really dont know what i am doing here. I need someone to talk to. someone who has been through this too. I was assaulted which is what led to my brain injury. at the hospital i told them i fell down the stairs. i went to neuro and told them what really happened. they gave me really scarey meds for my migraines i will not take. the antivert for my dizzyness helps but not completely. my brain is no longer my brain. the first 6 days i couldnt really talk well and was hugging the walls to walk bc of the dizziness. i do not think the way i used to. the visuals are completely different in my mind. its like a comic book and youve only ever seen one artist and writer doing it then all of a sudden both got changed. my memory used to be amazing i could remember things most people cant so for me to have a bad memory is really weird. im having issues articulating how i feel and half the time i think of what to say i forget. i really dont know what to say here. i guess i just feel like i need to talk to someone who has been through this. i seem better in some ways so no one seems to get that im still not ok. i cant drive i had to quit my job which royally sucks bc after two years in office work i finally realized i was meant for horticulture and had been working at a plant nursery/farm. id just gotten a promotion. now its all been taken from me. idk how to feel i feel confused alot like literal confusion not just "idk what i feel like doing" its more like I DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOING.