i will read that. in regards to what you have said. I have broken multiple bones. ive had 4 kids. i have never ever been this injured. yes it is scarey. for many reasons. like for instance no one can tell you when you will be ok and normal. and its amazing to me the level of apathy people have. i dont understand. everyone thinks oh youre better or are frustrated bc i am not better. people have taken a very "walk it off" approach this. my fiance even accused me of playing up my symptoms. i guess thats why i am here i just want someone to talk to who will actually listen to me or better yet understand bc they are in it too