grapeseed,

Welcome to NeuroTalk. I am so sorry hear of your assault. We have a few here who have been assaulted. I am one of them but my assault was nothing like yours.

The scary existence you are enduring is not uncommon. Hopefully, with time some of your struggles will lessen to the point where you can feel better able to connect with others. Please understand that we are hear for you.

Struggles with words is common. It does get better.

How long has it been since your assault ?

What kind of care are you receiving ?

My best to you.