Hi Alisa,

And Welcome!

I read your whole story and can offer no advice about the things you ask, but I am pleased you still have such a positive attitude.

I had my first spinal injury in my teens and the excruciating pain I suffer from multiple issues started 25 years ago, so I understand what you are feeling. I also know Tramadol, and a cabinetful of other pain meds I need just to get from day to day.

What I can offer is an ear (well, eyes that don't work too well) that you can vent to so you do not have to be short or snappy with those around you. We are very good as a Community for protecting Real World relationships.

It is clear from your attitude you have not fallen into the Depression trap so many of those with Chronic Pain succumb to. Therefore, I will not bother suggesting Therapists or Counsellors. Just make sure you always maintain that attitude.

Wherever your Journey takes you I hope you choose to allow us to accompany you.

Dave.