Hello everyone please bear with me I am new and new to disability and been getting it for 3 years well its mine time I guess for them to review me and now Im scared. I will loose my benefits and this has totally put me in panic mode and anxiety mode and well major non-sleep mode and major counting day mode and no trust mode and well my head is spinning mode and has just made my mine wander because I have fought so hard for this and then to loose it scares me the reason. I say this is because I do not have the same doctor for the first time when I won my battle I know if I did I would not have to worry for sure but because my spouse is military and we move around its different doctors all the time anyways this doctor that I see yes I see him and have been seeing him for 3 years because as soon as I won my SSD I move 2 months later to a new state and been seen this new doctor at this new state and have build a relationship with this new doctor but its touch and go I see 2 doctors in this office and been going every week I go to counseling once a week and been doing that believe it or not for 10 years and well this doctor here is touch and go I do not trust him he goes against his words sometimes he tells me all the time you do not have to worry but I do not know I feel so sick. I told him I got a paper in the mail he said please stop thinking about it I even called his office in tears crying before my appointment and said I needed a additional appointment not like they would not get paid they said they could not not help me and to stop calling the office anyways my paper I sent went out in the mail on June 13th and Im so scared in the paper it asked me if my condition has gotten better since 2013 or worse this is from memory is that the short form does anyone know???? and then it ask me if me and my doctor talk about going back to work????? And ask me if I have worked????? is that the short form?????? Also after sending the form off which i sent how long does it take to get answer back from them on weather or not my benefits will continue because Im scared and been pacing the house nonstop and so sick to my stomach I want to throw up I would like to know this is my first time with this and any advice would be wonderful as the reason I ask this I have a other military move coming up in January 2016 and want to know if anyone thinks I would hear from them before then of course I can not hold off the move my husband has to move but I has the spouse due to this situation might have to firgue out something Im so sick right now counting down days