Thinking about you Bizi,
Sorry to read that dilemma you have been in. Sometimes we just need to reward ourself for the good things, instead of regretting the more difficult. Your weight is amazing. I envy the folks at that end of the scale.

Sorry about the tummy afterwards, I had just picked up some Gavascone (so) chewable sand an enzyme foe gas relief for some tummy issues I've been having.

My dh is having cataract surgery on Tuesday, for the left eye, the right eye on the 29th. I'm saving with some part time work for a Disney trip in the Fall for dd, and a cruise next May.
I'd love to lose weight for both, my thyroid is still in crisis as they continue to up my dose of synthroid.

Good to catch up, and send my hugs and love,
Di