hi leggies. i will pray that your second trial scs is successful and that you have a happy birthday. as i read your post i felt everything your feeling and completely understand how hard it is to live each day with rsd along with other health issues. though i have not tried the trial scs (as of yet) i am on a lot of meds to help manage my constant rsd pain and depression. i hope that you know that you are not alone because there are so many awesome people on this forum who make dealing with rsd a little easier and a lot less lonely. sending many soft hugs your way.