Dear Eva,

Perhaps it is time to stop making everyone happy and just concentrate on helping yourself, and those deserving of you.

Take the memories of the baby at the fireworks show, and your day at the pool and cherish them. Those are the experiences you should be having all the time - as much as your body allows.

Give the Zonagran a chance to work, hopefully ramping up the dose will make it kick in.

As always, good luck with your appointment tomorrow. I will be with you in spirit, supporting you all the way. And luck with finding a Dr for this other issue.

Dave.